Just got a tweet from my idol Odette Yustman,I love Trecia Tan oh so much right now <3
Due to depression,I cut my nails off after 6 months.
Bani,Emad,Mazen,Akshara,Trecia & Divo must be really proud of me.
I am currently against the Canadians ?
Yeah well not only because of their all time favourite Seal Hunting activity.
So annoyed with people telling me that I used to be a much nicer person,
people change-shit happens.
I don't have the time to please everyone.
yea ya talk shit, think i care?
my style in this flow, is confusin cause ya dont know
Write me this, sing me that
Love is the essence of all our tracks
Now it's gone and stakes is high
I am double under depths in lies
I'm a lost child, don't you see.
Oh and one more thing,please to those of ya'll on facebook,
please stop asking me for this , " intro please ? "
like what the heck,how does one even answer such a stupid question.
Everyone showing love; much love back. Those throwing hate; much love back. x
Keep calm and listen to the tunes of Kula Shaker & Takagi Masakatsu & Devendra Banhart.
Where does one find a man who dresses in Lacoste,Fred Perry, Burberry & Topshop items ?
Everclear-Father Of Mine.
I loved it when you held me high
I loved to hear you talk
You would take me to the movie
You would take me to the beach
You would take me to a place inside
That is so hard to reach .
& Butterfingers.
I meet you. I remember you. Who are you? You’re destroying me. You’re good for me. How could I know this city was
tailor-made for love? How could I know you fit my body like a glove? I like you. How unlikely. I like you. How slow all of a sudden. How sweet. You cannot know. You’re destroying me. You’re good for me. You’re destroying me. You’re good for me. I have time. Please, devour me. Deform me to the point of ugliness. Why not you? Why not you in this city and in this night, so like other cities and other nights you can hardly tell the difference? I beg of you.
Can't wait to have a movie marathon with Divo & Trecia this Friday <3
Trecia is not used to the fact that she is not able to hear me gush about Mr.Mike.
Mashed potato,horror movies and chick flicks baby !
Yellowcard-Only One.
Bad reputation,such a good girl.
Sem Break has officially begun !
The way Mr.Mike said my name yesterday,
AHHHHHH happiness.
Only Trecia & Divo knew how great that felt (;
I long to watch you speak. I have, and do, and will. Your mouth; lips, tongue, teeth and the way they interact with one another haphazardly is potentially the most amazing thing I have ever seen.
This is where I stand. In the vast unknown, direction is meaningless. Feelings are vague and decisions are pointless. With no orientation of where one stands, confusion and panic set in.
I fear I’m falling, but can’t be sure.
To new beginnings. To the pursuit of...somethingness.
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me .
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Cousins just came down from Penang.
And the first thing they asked me was " WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO DARK !?"
Okay its because of the camping trip at Broga Hills 2 weeks ago.
Obviously the Sun Block Lotion was no help at all.
Sem break is about to start,
time to hibernate at home with lemons !
)':
Green Day - When I Come Around . <3
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Why do the both of ya'll have to be so pathetic ?
Girl,please grow up.
Boy,give up already ?
motherchuds.
I still write.
I still express my darkest and truest (one in the same), but pile them in drafts and falter at the last line in commitment.
Why? I’m not sure. I know they’ll disapprove. I know it’ll spread. Speculation and assumption the worst of enemies.
I’m slowly learning the deepest of myself, the strongest and weakest and feel as though one day I’ll be sure enough to express without hesitation, to talk without fear, or question without pause.
Today is not that day.
and in this moment I am happy,so happy.
New Aim;
To go out on a date with my lecturer,Mr.Mike Donald.
No shit.
SO GODDAMN GOOD LOOKING.
With his read hair like Rupert Grint,oh yum.
And his arms hmm.
first sem is about to end,depressing.
its something unpredictable,but in the end its right.
BLACK TEAM !
x
awh (:
♥
SO a lot of people have been asking me the same old crappy questions,
like have I moved on ? or am I jealous that he has someone new ?
truth be told -
I guess you just forgot how to pick 'em.If she's the one,I've heard about-I'm disappointed.
If she's the reason why you left,I'm not impressed at all.Well,this looks like the end.Yeah.
We can still be friends.Let me be the first,to wish you the worst.'Cause I think you deserve each other.
Let me be the curse,that creeps under your skin.Until your heart,caves in.
And you'd wish-She was me again,and again.Well, someone had to tell the truth,and I'm always honest.
I read you,like an open book.And it's obvious to me,she's just the one in between. Heading no where fast.
There's always something
In the way
There's always something
Getting through
But it's not me
it's You
Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What I know
Not in me
It's in You
It's all I know
And I find peace
When I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
Not in me
But in You
I hope to lose myself
For good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me
It's You
It's all I know
SO HOT.
I love my lady Gla Gla,we had one heck of a night with K and the rest.
Slept at 6 in the morning,spazzed.
Sometimes Indian men misplace their brains,probably up their ass.
No shit.
YEAH MAN !
hope, I just need a ray of that
cause no one see's my vision when I play it for 'em
they just say its wack
they don't know what dope is
and I don't know if I was awake or asleep
when I wrote this,
Awe,love you lah boyfie <3
Nirvana - In Bloom
I never respond to the comments in my chat box,BUT i do read them.
A fantasy is what you need
Another's life to live and breathe
Well how am I supposed to even try?
You wear me out , you dig in deep
You hardly make your own deceipt
Consequence will find you at the line
It's gone away
to burn burn down
But im okay
Cause I cant hear those words you say
This is the day
I'm taking back that life you stole away.
You're so edgy
You don't even need a rhyming dictionary
I'm leaving my fingerprints on you.
If you want me, it takes more than a wink,
And more than a drink and more than you think.
Cause some don’t have the patience, some call me high-maintenance
Seems a little different,
Hard to say,
But it looks like the end.
We could talk all day
About your eccentricities
What I mean to say is that I need you to listen please !
And focus on life's simplicities
So don't be afraid to strip it away
Cause at the end of the day
It's still as simple as it seems
Time's up.
I'm tired I really am.
Just not in the mood to speak to anyone or reply texts or answer calls.
Too much shit going on around me.
Things need to slow down.
So overwhelmed .
Prom.
Exams.
Presentations.
Bloody hell,I need to roll it up & take a hit.
Incubus-Adolescents.
Brandon Charles Boyd.
Avid readers of my blog and those close to me would know how obsessed I am,
when it comes to him.
After 6 years of waiting.
My dreams will be fulfilled.
Blessed.
People keep on pestering me to post up videos,I know I make you smile :D
SOON.
Justin Bieber's -Down to Earth is replayed over and over again.
amazing song.
I'm tired,I really am.
Prom,mates want me to go but I'm like ugh why.
Lupe's-The Show Goes On <3
Classmates call me a Teacup Poodle.
Thanks to Hevin,its because of my hair pfft.
Also known as brownie,quite cute right :D
zooey deschanel-magic trick.
“Yes, our bones ache, our dogs are barkin’, our shoes have holes in them, and we don’t look as good with our shirts off anymore. But that doesn’t mean we won’t keep walking! And conversing along the way. I’d like to start thinking of success less as an opiate and more of a segue into the good parts of a conversation.”
— Brandon Boyd, If Not Now, When?
Only You | Portishead
Its a must that I bring her album along everywhere I go.
Even to college.
Even writing the number 13 on my hand.
Yeah sad case right ._.
Whenever I'm feeling lost and insecure,listening to her songs,It helps.
Hevin,its time to rejoice the truth .
I sing Bieber's song Never Say Never everyday without fail to Divo.
Even named my essay after that song !
Why doesn't anyone wanna accompany me to watch his movie ?
)':
She never fails to make me smile every morning with her retardedness.
For those of ya'll who don't know,I've been having a bad day.
Till I met Pn Khoo after class.
She was my Literature teacher,oh she meant the world to me <3
Especially when I aced it for SPM,I hugged her and she cried.
And today ,she kept saying I look like a model and I'm so pretty.
AH YESSSS I NEEDED THE CONFIDENCE BOOST :D
I'd want the interior of my house to look like the above,please & thank you.
